I’m going to be honest and say that there was a stretch of 2-3 months, that I just wasn’t enjoying Motherhood, much at all. Of course, there were times when it was feeling positive, but majority of the time, I was just feeling, stuck. Between my daughters new found sense of determination, my son getting […]
Not that kind of Mom(ma).
I am not that kind of Mom who loves to play with their kids. The one who will drop everything right in that very second to play yet another round of engines or racing. I’m just not. But I will give them my attention when they ask for it. When they say they want me, when […]
To my children, I am sorry. I’m sorry that I yell so much. I try to be calm & deal with things differently, but often I don’t succeed. My patience is thin and my positive tactics often aren’t received so I resort in yelling. I am sorry for that. I’m sorry for not being present […]
ah, motherhood. The constant ebb & flow of amazing patience vs. loosing your sh**, being a powerhouse full of energy vs. barely keeping your eyes open, having all the desire in the world to join in on make believe playing vs. well, having none at all. Thats been me the last two weeks, the no […]
In the midst of loud, full of energy days, with cries, whining and kids music blasting, its easy to forget that there are places that are quiet, peaceful & magical. Today it was found. watching bees at their hives and then walking a labyrinth on a beautifully put together property, I had a sense of […]