It’s ok to break. It’s okay. If you need to hide in the bathroom with closed door, just to cry or breathe, before carrying on with the tasks at hand, it’s ok. If you need to ignore all the chores and instead climb into bed to shut your eyes, or hide from the world for […]
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Used Love.
When the #metoo movement was in full force, I read the stories, I felt for all that had one, and I was so grateful that I didn’t have a story of my own, a pain or a hurt to share. But i was wrong. I just didn’t realize I had any, because I never felt […]
I am more than…
As long as I can remember, I wanted to be a mom. I thought it would be they divining moment for me, to have found the ‘thing’ I was supposed to be and the thing I was supposed to do with my life. But, truth be told, it’s not. It’s not what I thought it […]
I see you.
I see you Momma. I see you struggling, I see it in your eyes. But you’re holding back the tears I see you trying, trying your very best. Yet you still don’t feel it’s good enough. I see you figuring out how to balance motherhood, being a partner & finding yourself amongst the long nights, […]
Functioning.
How do you acknowledge something that you’ve always felt or gone through, but you’ve never thought it serious enough to claim it? That’s been me & depression. I’ve always known I had some form of it, but since it’s never been the ‘clinical’ stereotypical definition of it, I just suffered in silence. Sure, I’ve shared enough […]
Enough
I am enough, because I show up. I am enough, because I apologize when I’ve done wrong. I am enough, because I forgive. I am enough, because I love even when it’s hard to. I am enough, because I try. I am enough because I do my best. I am enough, because I do enough. […]
Multi-Passionate
I was recently introduced to the term ‘Multi-Passionate’, and as soon as I heard it, it sunk in deep & hit home, that that is exactly what I am. (Multi-Passionate, are those that have a wide, vast collection of interests, hobbies or career/work endeavours….) I have always had such a wide range of interests & […]
Balance
Just when I feel like I have all aspects of life fairly balanced, the teeter-taughter becomes heavier on one side, and things are out of whack. If I’m on top of the house chores, then my soul is frustrated with always cleaning. If I give the kids 100% of my attention all day, then the […]