It’s ok to break. It’s okay. If you need to hide in the bathroom with closed door, just to cry or breathe, before carrying on with the tasks at hand, it’s ok. If you need to ignore all the chores and instead climb into bed to shut your eyes, or hide from the world for […]
As long as I can remember, I wanted to be a mom. I thought it would be they divining moment for me, to have found the ‘thing’ I was supposed to be and the thing I was supposed to do with my life. But, truth be told, it’s not. It’s not what I thought it […]
I see you Momma. I see you struggling, I see it in your eyes. But you’re holding back the tears I see you trying, trying your very best. Yet you still don’t feel it’s good enough. I see you figuring out how to balance motherhood, being a partner & finding yourself amongst the long nights, […]
How do you acknowledge something that you’ve always felt or gone through, but you’ve never thought it serious enough to claim it? That’s been me & depression. I’ve always known I had some form of it, but since it’s never been the ‘clinical’ stereotypical definition of it, I just suffered in silence. Sure, I’ve shared enough […]
I am enough, because I show up. I am enough, because I apologize when I’ve done wrong. I am enough, because I forgive. I am enough, because I love even when it’s hard to. I am enough, because I try. I am enough because I do my best. I am enough, because I do enough. […]
I feel September came & went so fast, and yet, felt very long at the same time. A lot happened in September, lots of changes & big things (like my eldest starting kindergarten!). I feel I wasn’t as on top of my photography during September, so the selection of photos is fewer than I’d like, […]
And just like that, August is over and we head into Fall. Amazing how fast it can all go. August was a crazy month for me, as it was performance time for Spamalot, including many late nights and high energy. As much as I loved all the summer days, I always look forward to the […]
Just when I feel like I have all aspects of life fairly balanced, the teeter-taughter becomes heavier on one side, and things are out of whack. If I’m on top of the house chores, then my soul is frustrated with always cleaning. If I give the kids 100% of my attention all day, then the […]
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